Wednesday, September 26, 2007 Wednesday, September 26, 2007
saw one of the person in charge in PVC at orchard todayi forgot his namehe's one of the camera man everytimei doubt he recognise usand i can't believe he works at singtelwith the big word MIO on his t-shirtloltomorrow getting prelim resultssee how i die tomorrowhave been feeling bored and tired of studyingsomeone ask me out!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 Tuesday, September 25, 2007
by the way marie finally answer my call after don't know how many donkey times i called to hersaw JunQun my primary school friend at the mac todaytomorrow is last paper for physics and chemistryhad no mood to study for chemistryi am so tiredlastly, thank you Damian for letting us up today,have a nice day
Monday, September 24, 2007 Monday, September 24, 2007
being alone can really make you think aloti mean alot of things will be in your mind
but it was not too bad listening songs the whole day
i was out alone the whole day
with no one to talk to
with no one beside me
but i saw jinting at raffles city
i don't think she recognise me now
i went to places that i want to go
alone alone alone
bought donuts from donut factory
while i was queueing i was thinking
it is just donuts
and why the hell does people get excited over just some pieces of doughs and sugars
those people who queued for the donuts are just wierdos
and i'm one of them
~
didn't go to the fish shop as wanting cancelled it
time to upload pics of my fishes
i breed this fish myself and gave it to IVY CHIANG
i breed this fish myself also and give it to a boy(neighbour) but his is violent. as a result this fish died after fighting with his. this was the only Crowntail i have :(
Female copper HMPK

Both are Gold HMPK male


Lavander BF Female
Lavander BF Female
The One and Only alive in my house: Lavander BF Male

thanks Jasmine and Farah alot for caring/cheering me up.
really appreciated that
i would be happy even if its just a simple sms or a call from you.
Sunday, September 23, 2007 Sunday, September 23, 2007
today whole day stayed at home
taught sis some maths the whole day
her maths is really poor
and today i didn't have any time for my own revisionmarie is finally back from KLreally don't know what to reply herbut i called her insteadas usual, she is so so so so busy that she don't even bother to reply our sms or call back.when i'm unhappy i read the not-funny jokesso called lame jokes in the 笑话连篇even though its not funny at all and lamebut i lent it to weiliso now i look at my fighting fishi can't get high with my fish at alllavander is alonehis female is dead so i can't mate the both of themwanting to buy another female so that i can have another batch of friesbut these days i have no time to visit fish shop at alltomorrow wanting want to buy donutsthought of going to the fish shop at clementi after thati'll see firstplanned to slack the whole day tomorrowcan we have another family reunion outing before the o level??but i doubt there'll be anyeveryone is so damn busy and some don't even give a damn about it
Saturday, September 22, 2007 Saturday, September 22, 2007
went to the library to pay fines for overdue bookman the book was borrowed from last year novemberthe cost was $0.15dotsmy sis's is even worseher overdue books were borrow since 2002 and 2003i guess the library is chasing people to clear their debtsoh by the way i arrived at the library at around 1115went up to the second level near the windowand guess what i sawi saw a long row of headsheads of hardworking students along the whole long stretch of tables along the windowand the tables were like full of papers books and stuffsfirst time i see the library is so packedsaw guanyu at 85 with weiyang and yong jie coincidentallybecause i saw someone wearing the tampines turns 20 t-shirtand it was kinda familiar to meand it turned out to be guanyu out of so many students in tpssi am like a failure at planning things outin fact i ami suck at planning and organising things for friendsthings always cock up at the last minuteand it has to be events initiated my mei admit it was my faultfor being always wasting time and being slowi am so sorry for you to detest me because i'm slow and love to waste timei just can't discribe my feelings right nowand thanks the hu family for consoling and cheering me up today
Friday, September 21, 2007 Friday, September 21, 2007
marie birthday is on 23september.and i dunno if anybody is celebrating with her anotreally feel so lost nowdear marie if you are reading this,please reply our messages no matter how busy you are.i really want C3 to be together and go out on 23 or some other dayC3 are messaging you and you are not replyingcan't you tell that we miss you alot?please please pleasei stare at the screen having a blank mindaren't friends suppose to be open to each other?
i am starting to ask myself this question whenever i think of that
i realised that my friends can simply lie to me
or they can don't even tell me anything that i want to know
they will know everything related to me but not tell me theirs
this result in miscommunication
not understanding to each other
and also making wild guesses to each other
seeing friends together i feel so bad
everyday seeing friends eating, talking and laughing together
they share their problems and so on
and who can i turn to?
and this is so sad
the distance is really getting far
and i feel that i'm being usedi am so tired
things and facts are hidding away from me
when i want to join you
you are always forever with your own group of friends
however i can't possibly force you to befriend with me like before
its is your own choicei can't forcei really can't change your mind and decisions who you want to be with
i really don't understand you well
i really can't communicate well with you all
在我们之间就好像有一层薄薄的丝布隔离着
我发现我再也无法和你沟通,我也不懂你在想什么this really make me feel so shiti really really want to get all these right
Thursday, September 20, 2007 Thursday, September 20, 2007
tmr having a maths paper2its late at nightand i'm still bloggingmy brain is deadcannot absorbraymond is asking us out to studystill deciding want to go or nothis N levels coming soon this 1 october.all the best to himanyway marie birthday is on 23 septemberoh yes its time to play againkinda look forward to ithow i wish u could call me everyday
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007 Monday, September 17, 2007
2 days ago i stayed up to 5am.yesterday it was 3ami guess i lack of sleep nowmainly because i slacked during the day and rushed my revision in the wee hours.tiredwatched some dramaand people will be scolding me like'wa you still can blog'reason being its too tired mentallywell i doubt sothat may be the only excuse to slack at home.anyway i want to blog about the incident that happened in the mactheres a bunch of lower sec students from ngee ann sec and some upper pri students from yumin pri came into the mac and played dunno-what cardsand the whole enclosed area was like noisier than the busstop/market/toilet.people studying there were unhappy about itsome girls even shouted at those boys to shut upman seriously these kids are childish.they still play cardsthey played the similar ways that people played for pokemon cards which was a damn hot trend in our primary school timereally can't believe they could enjoy in this waythose kids kept on shouting and yellingas if their grandparents' house like nobody's buisnesssome of them played what 'hips don't lie' songthe song was like out of date and he still played it to the max volumeanother song was 'i wanna love you'a boy sang it as 'i wanna toot you, toot you....'then i said 'come la i toot you.. ' very loudlyloland everyone laughedi don't want to lose your trust in mei will let you believe me again if you know that i lied to youand i am very sorry that i can't keep my promiseall the best for the coming prelimsi really hope i won't get spotted everytime
Sunday, September 16, 2007 Sunday, September 16, 2007
prelims prelims prelims
hmm looks like my blog is really rotting.