not acting

Thursday, June 05, 2008 Thursday, June 05, 2008

thanks alot to Edwin & Kah Lim for accompanying me

i searched for some companion and familiar faces in the thick and dense forest today,
i just see darkness
and got drenched in that dense forest
and i couldn't find anyone
so much for classmates
so much for looking forward to my target
my end is so blur now
forget it

Wednesday, June 04, 2008 Wednesday, June 04, 2008

i screwed my microecons test :(

breakfast cum lunch at mac
there were not enough spaces in the air-conditioned area due to some people
some people from junyuan sec
some matts wannabe
sitting at there like as if the place is theirs?
they have eaten already can
like come on, spare a thought for others k?
got so furious and got up to find the manager to ask her to ask the boys to leave
despite that they didn't leave
and they continued to act nothing happened and continued chatting
and i know some malay language okay
they talked about me
what shit they said
like i ka jiao them
heck la
those malay boys were like so childish la
after complaining to manager, atikah totally ignored me siah
wth
lol

so damn funny while chatting together
and i found out majority of girls in school got this common hair style
with long hairs and clipping their hair at the top of their heads and put their fringe down
like so poly hairstyle, or common hair
okay

dinner at Jupiter again
alrights, i love eating at Jupiter

omg pom is killing me, nothing is getting into my head
and we took alot of pictures for like 30 minutes?
ok, we were tired of studying
and never take any picture with nicholas's phone when atikah is around
and shitty hell
got my face in nic's blog!

forgot to off pc since yesterday
luckily mom didn't know about it
lol

and i heard tomorrow there is class outing?
but no one told me anything about it
this is so shitty when almost all of your friends know about it

i screwed my econs test again :(

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY DAMIAN !!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 Tuesday, June 03, 2008

ate at sugarloaf that day with nicholas

food there is nice

and that's strawberry tart

super nice

people there are friendly too

it is near the swimming complex

okay you guys who have not been there before should try

today is stupid

many things happen

nicholas change a new phone to LG,

looks cool with touch screen

but my iPod touch is nicer :)

went to jupiter for lunch

how many meaballs can you get when u have meatball pasta?

i got 6 today

lol, ok fine

i'm so obssessed with jupiter

cos i love to eat in Jupiter

haha

studied for a few hours and i somehow cannot absorb anymore so we went to eat again

western food

god i think everytime i eat in school i eat western food

this whole week i have been settling meals at western cuisine

mayb i shoud change my eating habits to rice and noodles

on the way to mensa

atikah screamed like hell when she saw a baby cockcroach?

lol

and i laughed like nuts non-stop after that

i still remembered that day i ordered my western food at mensa

aunty: would you like to have soup?

me: errr.... errr.... ok..what type of soup do you have?

aunty: cream of mushroom and tomato

me: ya, okay, give me one bowl

aunty: what soup would you like?

me: orhh, mushroom mushroom

-.-

night in the library

i was looking at Singapore History in whatever record they have in Year 2006

i forgot what i found out in the book but nicholas wanted to see what was it

bcos he was sitting opposite side of the table,

he got up and ran towards me just to take the book

i didn't know he was coming

its like something suddenly appeared in front of me

i thought it was a speeding ghost

so i screamed/yelled/shouted/squeked like bubble tea

damn to nicholas for running

on my way back home

about to board the bus

someone stepped on my slipper

bloody feaces

on the bus i was about to check my slipper,

i almost fell

OKAY, today's events sounds so drama

off to study that shitty econs and principles of management

Monday, June 02, 2008 Monday, June 02, 2008

today is business accounting term test

i already know where i have gone wrong

the equation and the format

shit

i see how

studied in library today again

memories memories memories

now its turn for poly tests and exams there

and there was an uncle singing hokkien song in the cafe?

haha, its not bad, quite nice

cos the uncle didnt sing out of tune

wednesday is microecons and thursday is principles of management.

so damn scared can

can't wait for it to be over

den mayb this friday can go east coast to chillax

okays

germaine is in camp, wonder how she is haha

yay, tmr studying with nicholas and atikah

why am i always pinning so much hope and excitement?

it is still pointless

and time is wasted to build the kind of communication, love, care and concern for each other

den don't bother to mask yourself in the first place

i no longer want to care anymore

what ever it is, i'm not going to care

but i know this matter will bother me so much as long as i live

i swear

i just hope there is a turning point where my hope can be seen