have been staying in library for almost everyday
acting to study like those smart arse in school
suddenly feel so stress
its not like suddenly
it has always been like this ever since school reopens
on thursday i got the same stress like what i had during secondary school exams
guess what was it, you wouldn't want to know, cos its terrible
i wanna excel like a hawk flying in the air
sounds so cliche but whatever

there was volleyball match
seeing them play its like damn cool
before entering TP, people kept on asking
what CCA?
i want Volleyball and... er.. TPSU
what CCA you wanna join?
i want Volleyball and TPSU
one day Valentin shall teach me how to play vball

went to doc's today
and i did a stupid thing by alighting one stop before the actual stop

no, its like when did you care?
i did so much things and you didnt care
you claim to be grateful to me verbally but who knows how you feel
its not the recognition or acknowledgement or whatever benefit shit i want from you
just appreciate
and oh well, its no longer close, i guess
i don't wanna care
and i don't have the time to think about this anymore
this is so damn saddening
you just come to me when you feel empty
please recall and think how freaking nice i treat you
what i did was the best that i can do for a super nice friend that i thought i would ever have
now your world is filled with super nice new friends
you just don't know how i feel at all
so much for the caring, promises and concern
please think. please think.
you just wouldn't realise it
you just wouldn't know,
i've always treat you well, no doubt, i swear.